Think as you will

Are you infallible to a point of rightfully speaking,

darkness too holds a light in my eyes.

Seeing me before you, do I scare you,

can you truly see the evil beyond my eyes?

I have tasted death bringing life to a new meaning,

all thoughts of old are just that.

Who I was or where I came from nothing,

it isn’t what I have done, but what I do now.

I have a heart unlike any other before me,

the depths of hell I have been to design my way.

So much pain I felt before ever cherishing love,

only in my darkest place was the light made clear.

No amount of prayers have ever saved me from pain,

god promised a mansion, well hell gave me a Condo.

Never have I been one for doing what’s expected,

for in my path the way is never what it seems.

You may not like my way of living but who are you,

is there some connection I was never aware of?

I am not here to feel sorry for myself,

my heart, my love, my dreams are for one to understand.

Rose petals softly burning my soul in love and war,

a chance to survive in a life built on death.

Love has been away from my heart for so long,

now that I have it, all lights are perfectly united.

I lie sometimes and even cheat when I must,

to make it known am I as hidden as you are?

I don’t take for granted anything I used to know,

all that is inside of me is beautiful because of her love.















Johnny Newell