No sense to make

How am I supposed to feel inside?

As my tears roll silently down my cheek,

nothing makes sense to me in this light.

Crying out in agonizing pain just to taste the end,

calling nothing into fruition this everything inside of me.

Darkness has a new meaning in my soul burning alone,

Hell has nothing on me, nothing to hold me with.

Seeing the fear I tasted in the mirror as she left,

waking to find my dreams are true.

I can’t move my hands, I feel only the regret,

who I had become before I spent my last breath.

Tears drying tracks on my skin coming down,

held together by the sorrow alone in the crowd.

Each second fades as my heart breaks away,

nothing left to feel in words I cannot say.

I cry for who I cannot let go of in my life or death,

everything empty to me now, no hope I feel is left.

Waiting now for time to stop as all else slips by,

alone in my torment I weep, I scream, I die.











Johnny Newell