The suicide

As the sun bled upon my face I knew I was alone,

blood scorched by resentment and pain.

Tasting lies through the mind of wickedness,

becoming who I was meant to be.

Alone in the light as shadows pass me by,

asking my name as they laugh and I cry.

Has everything come down to this now I ask,

while my life slips farther away.

I have cum with you and on you,

made love to you after we’d fuck.

Now that I sit here in solitude I wonder,

was I ever truly good enough for you.

No hopes left to ask for I let it go,

as my arm cries your name with my heart.

Broken and dying from wounds I have caused,

to end up what I see in my mirror.

There once was a light yet so blinding,

darkened by my eyes was your fate.

Watch me now as I pull the gun out,

and say goodbye to this world.









Johnny Love