Painful questions felt

I carry her love on the winds of eternity,

spoken truth in an undying lie,

felt forever unknowing,

as I die inside.

Hope remembered,

in every word she said,

all dreams are made clear,

in my eyes where my heart can play.



Flowers blooming in a touch of tomorrow,

as does my love know her pain,

to questions asked,

I cry alone.

Standing weak,

against the odds of love,

found in the waters of true destiny,

are the feelings felt in the heart of ones loss.



Who I am is more than who I used to be,

hidden from the reality forgotten,

where I can cry in pain,

secrets are no more.

Under guise of pain,

eyes speak out in sorrow,

found in the light of forgiveness,

where my love for her mattered before.



Lies are not spoken from my heart to her,

only love felt in a fading dream,

when she believed me,

I was once pure.

Now forgotten,

in the pools of insanity,

loveless heart betrayed by death,

where has my life gone to in this love I feel?



She speaks of answers to questions asked in pain,

knowing nothing said will be believed,

I hold my heart in sorrow,

no tomorrow.

Left alone,

I cry in torment falling,

hoping her eyes can see my love,

realizing now that more than pain is found in my eyes.













Johnny Love