What am I now that I am not running away,
is this the image spoken in dreams of old?
A heart made for suffering and pain so great,
love didn't exist, just an illusion with words.
I had so much to be afraid of yet I never allowed it,
to be a ghost was the only way I knew how to control.
I can't find myself now too hard to look in the mirror,
not wanting to face reality I run from everyone.
I see nothing but lies spoken from love’s heart so twisted,
breaking me if I let it, burning me inside and out.
I cry so silently in this depth of this hell I am in,
free of nothing but the solitude I sit in now.
I have nothing in my life worthy of my tears,
nobody could hear me, nobody could feel.
I am destined to walk alone in troubles and fear,
under the moon I walk away from their reality.
The sun holds my eyes so bright for love’s desire,
creating in my heart a fire I can't explain.
I never asked for this grief of sorrows unseen,
pictured in my thoughts as my feelings go insane.
I feel something deeper than I ever knew I could,
fear has taken the pain, love sets in my heart.
I cry tears that don't make any sense to me at all,
loving an angel so amazing from a devils point of view.
She lights my soul in water so lovely and warm,
never alone inside, no feelings of running away.
I am at a loss in my heart trying to understand,
but somehow I know that I have no need to.
All of my tears wiped away from the hand that loves me,
no shame in my tears, no fear in my soul.
She has me in a way nobody else will ever know,
all of me for her to be loved and love me the same.
I have never believed in truth nor did I care,
now I know how wrong I was just by hearing her voice.
I am in a world now so alive that only we can share,
bleeding in to bleed us out in dark lights of memories gone.
I hold her close in the distance set up to bring us in,
she was born for me to love and find the truth in our hearts.
I have wanted yet not asked, I have needed and ran away,
with her I am free to stand, I am free to be who I am.
I cry now only to feel this joy for more days than my life,
walking hand in hand with the beautiful death I found in love’s eyes.
In me you will have no worries of yesterdays forgotten by fate remembered,
in you I will only run to your arms, I will never run away.
I love you with a heart so warped and twisted for you,
as in water I know you understand, as love I am in you.
Hold me by the edge and show me that letting go is pain,
a lesson learned well is thought by the greatest lover of all.
Johnny Newell
is this the image spoken in dreams of old?
A heart made for suffering and pain so great,
love didn't exist, just an illusion with words.
I had so much to be afraid of yet I never allowed it,
to be a ghost was the only way I knew how to control.
I can't find myself now too hard to look in the mirror,
not wanting to face reality I run from everyone.
I see nothing but lies spoken from love’s heart so twisted,
breaking me if I let it, burning me inside and out.
I cry so silently in this depth of this hell I am in,
free of nothing but the solitude I sit in now.
I have nothing in my life worthy of my tears,
nobody could hear me, nobody could feel.
I am destined to walk alone in troubles and fear,
under the moon I walk away from their reality.
The sun holds my eyes so bright for love’s desire,
creating in my heart a fire I can't explain.
I never asked for this grief of sorrows unseen,
pictured in my thoughts as my feelings go insane.
I feel something deeper than I ever knew I could,
fear has taken the pain, love sets in my heart.
I cry tears that don't make any sense to me at all,
loving an angel so amazing from a devils point of view.
She lights my soul in water so lovely and warm,
never alone inside, no feelings of running away.
I am at a loss in my heart trying to understand,
but somehow I know that I have no need to.
All of my tears wiped away from the hand that loves me,
no shame in my tears, no fear in my soul.
She has me in a way nobody else will ever know,
all of me for her to be loved and love me the same.
I have never believed in truth nor did I care,
now I know how wrong I was just by hearing her voice.
I am in a world now so alive that only we can share,
bleeding in to bleed us out in dark lights of memories gone.
I hold her close in the distance set up to bring us in,
she was born for me to love and find the truth in our hearts.
I have wanted yet not asked, I have needed and ran away,
with her I am free to stand, I am free to be who I am.
I cry now only to feel this joy for more days than my life,
walking hand in hand with the beautiful death I found in love’s eyes.
In me you will have no worries of yesterdays forgotten by fate remembered,
in you I will only run to your arms, I will never run away.
I love you with a heart so warped and twisted for you,
as in water I know you understand, as love I am in you.
Hold me by the edge and show me that letting go is pain,
a lesson learned well is thought by the greatest lover of all.
Johnny Newell
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