I don't exist, we do

Pushed away by the light in your heart,

forsaken, mistaken, forced to die alone.

No amount of tears to quench this fire,

only desperate measures facing life.

Head turned away from my eyes,

no words spoken in this matter.

I would rather I just died than felt like nothing,

but words cannot be spoken in such a hell.

Silence impending my fate so cold,

falling from all that ever mattered to me.

Nothing becomes my soul in these shadows,

falling from the pain just to feel alive.





I lay down beside of you in a dream of separation games,

crying tears of blood pouring from eyes so cold.

My breath I give to you that you may live another minute,

my life in your hands as my love rests in your heart.

Roses of beauty form on the grave where our love died,

breaking nothing together under the shade of true night.

Leaves break the thorns of life as my flesh burns for you,

my heart always in your hands, my hope in your eyes.

So dark you look into me as my vision fades from light,

breathing in me a chance for our love to survive.

I don’t feel the outcome falling like the tears in my soul,

bleeding life apart to find a love that works for us.

Beside you in life and resting with you in death,

you give me reason to fight, you love me regardless.



You kneel before my tomb,

asking, pleading for my touch.

Pain fills my body,

light beaming from my eyes.

With a kiss you lift me up,

giving me life again.

Hand on my heart,

letting go of death.

Lifeless once before,

living in love tonight.



From the ashes where I died,

I rise to hold you.

Love in my hands as we embrace,

under dark wings of desire.

I am coming home tonight,

my love can never die.

Broken just to come together,

lifted to never fall alone.

Loving light leaving lust,

fear failing fading forever.

In a kiss of darkness I stand for you,

forever in each other, forever in love.















Johnny Love