A clear moment

I cannot breathe,

movements still.

No life to die

no death to live.

I thought I knew you,

you slipped away from me.

Eyes denying my end,

demise entitled to accept.

Falling away from hope,

seeing nothing left.

Holding myself away,

from who I could’ve been.

Blackest heart revealing,

emptiness fades away.

Shown new ways to heal,

finding the light within.

Painful heart I bleed,

knowing nothing more.

Making my way to home,

realizing what loneliness is.







Johnny Newell