Saturday, December 31, 2011

Images of light

In a darker world this feels strange to me,

how the essence of butterflies lights up my soul.

No way of reaching in this to find,

just how lovely your light is to my heart.

Laying there as my shadow you penetrate my being,

lighting up the images left burning my eyes.

Black hair softly stricken your touch,

taking me away from fantasy’s hold.

What I have been makes who I am for you,

less of a dream, more of my desires.

Knowing the way you move gripping my thoughts,

feelings overbearing in the light you portray.

When I gave up on myself you lifted me up,

too weak to stand you held me by your side.

As the sun drifted away your eyes shinned on my life,

beauty the image burned into my mind.

Today I know now how I am something to love,

as your touch left its mark on my heart.

I am able to know pain because I found love,

truth in the lies spoken in a dream.

I feel the grief I am open to be broken,

imagine that, me, understanding I know nothing.















Johnny Newell

Falling into you

Weakness becomes me in my eyes,

fallen to rise I stand for life undone.

Seeing the faces before me smiling,

for what I can’t comprehend anyway.

I waited for your kiss in my soul,

purging all the sorrow with a single look.

Captivate my life in your arms tonight,

see me for who I truly am.

A of the fears that once crushed me,

entombed by your grasp on hope.

To find you there my dream for forever,

expecting nothing, needing your light.

Here is my heart please don’t break it,

bound in shame I bare all for you.

Taken apart by the pieces left behind,

wanting to know you even more than myself.

A mindful expression painting tears now dry,

passion within, desire left as one.

How I feel when with you beautiful,

the way you see me devours my soul.

I wonder why we wander this realm,

passing time by without time to hold.

Comfort me with the touch only you can make,

blend into me your tears your life.

Swimming towards the destination creation,

in one love you show me I am alive.

Taking breaths just to fade away with you,

calling ghostly pictures of what we are.

No sorrow left to break me, already gone,

in light we share the shadows we crave.

Insatiable touch walking away to be free,

as we are we all lights fade away from our eyes.

Cruelty shaped by limbo crying for just this,

to love, to live, to mean something at all.











Johnny Newell

Curses of blessings

Alone is the face I am damned with,

eyes of black my soul.

Kissed by death I survive,

what matters anymore anyway?

I know love broken I am to everything,

a curse or maybe just a blessing.

I am shaking inside just to feel alive,

tortured by guilt I am ready to die.

Lights come on but the darkness is me,

a ghost of a shadow left to feel.

Solitude heart breaking by the moment,

holding nothing but the tears I cannot cry.

If there is something to this life, I just don’t see it,

born to die, left to be alone and lost.

Whoever created me is a motherfucker,

I curse the very essence of my life.

I didn’t ask to feel anything like this,

so why do I suffer just to save face?

New year approaching in my eyes bleeding death,

a heart I now have, a pain I now know.

I don’t want to be this person I am today,

yet somehow, someway, I am destined to fail.

If I always hid my heart it was for this purpose,

so weak, so frail, so broken by love.













Johnny Newell

Alone as one

What is life to the dead at heart?

I never thought of being so broken,

yet I sit here contemplating my end.

I am hating the hatred in my eyes,

lost and alone I ponder hope.

I cry and feel all of the grief within me,

only to find I am alone in my path.

Who am I anyway to regret this day,

where did I ever go wrong oblivious.

Taken from nothing to be this light in dark times,

only to find nobody sees my heart.

I wear my heart on my sleeve but still no one hears,

a shadow am I, a burden my emotions.

I have tasted love only to be broken,

I have broken just not to love.

Why do I care now about everything,

why did I change my heart to feel?

It’s always the same song and dance,

telling me it will get better a lie.

Sometimes I just need that touch so warm,

only coldness embracing my life.

No words to say to explain my love,

no way to express how I now feel.

I weep for nothing in my fear,

but who listens to what I say?

I can’t die if I never truly live,

I can’t have something I don’t believe in.

Waiting in my pain I accept the death to come,

I just thought I wouldn’t die alone.









Johnny Newell

Turn me onto you

Just one look into your eyes and I am lost,

beautiful beyond perfection my heart cries.

Touch me again with your poisonous kiss,

fingers of angels falling from grace.

The way you look into me profound,

the light you bear tells all.

Seeking only to be in your arms tonight,

finding my dreams shattered by hope.

When I taste your lips all I see is forever,

never becoming a memory long gone.

Tested by fear I let go and fall into you,

painful it may be, but I can endure your love.

Rape me if you know I am willing,

tie me down in your flesh so cold.

Turned on by the darkness in your eyes,

orgasmic feelings just by your voice.

I am beyond taken in your light so dark I see,

kissing the scent off of your body so cold.

Skin so pale my moon calls your name,

I burn for you without hesitation.

Your love flows through my blood broken heart,

feeling your whispers on my neck as you taste me.

I can’t move when you look at me,

no breath inside, you took it away.

I dream of you on top of me as my flesh rips open,

baring all feelings in a single moment with you.













Johnny Newell

Accepting fate forsaken

Looking back to forget what has been done,

changing or not who once was.

A way to let go of yesterday to embrace today,

a kiss and a bell sounding lights so bright.

To find an older image in the mirror running water,

tears and memories forgotten at midnight.

Burning a candle dynamite my life,

exploding hearts already broken.

Dancing with the devil in a vision of hope,

tearing apart the reasons crying words spoken.

A vision of sorrow is my picture untaken,

promises made only to be broken once again.

If only I could see in me what you see than maybe,

maybe I could be a better man, maybe I could be like you.

Touch my hands and feel the freezing pain cried through my blood,

torn apart by the very life one would call a blessing.

I am cursed by the curses thought of in my dreams,

endless sorrow holding the tears back from your eyes.

I thought you were the dream of love in my life no dead,

maybe I was wrong, maybe I just pushed you away.

How can I stay here with a smile on my jaded heart,

do you see the love I hold true in your soul?

I am beyond broken reminded by the winter lights,

you touched my summer, created my fall.

I see you looking at me as I fade away from life,

why do you keep saving me from the death I desire?

Not a word spoken yet your eyes tell our story,

volumes your tears speak into the vastness of pain.

I don’t have resolutions to make or promises to break,

I only have me to offer, but nobody to accept.













Johnny Newell

Friday, December 30, 2011

Still waters

I am the water flowing through the rain,

always moving towards my dreams.

Still at times of peace so alone,

awaiting the sign to press on.

In having a soul I cry for love,

broken is knowing ignorance bliss.

Seeing now that I was never anything,

to a heart beating someone else's name.

Tragic the story when reading out loud,

how vengeance makes shattered love.

I know I am to blame for the pain I am in,

nobody knows me, who could even care?

I whisper thoughts dreaming light in my eyes,

as I become the water I was destined to be.

Flowing strong my weakness bears all,

fating to find written scores so long ago.

Etched on my face the words I never knew,

of love and of a passion seen only in fairytales.

My lips are made to be nourished with passion,

kissed by death while tasting new life.

As I flow through the lives of the few aware,

nothing changes because of the change.

Is it okay for me to cry when broken,

does it matter if when together I feel so alone?

So much left said to be unsaid,

waves of rain pouring down on my eyes.

I am the water, you are my rain,

life is empty if it doesn’t have you.

What else is left to be done in my life,

if dead already, why must I flow?









Johnny Newell

Forsaken

Sometimes it just hurts to feel alive,

I never asked for this feeling, it just came.

I walk through the emotions only to find,

how disappointing life truly is.

No friends to talk to I weep in sorrow,

painting my nails to speak the words.

I dress according to my mood tonight,

black on black so beautiful.

I wish I had answers that questions fear,

alone in the mirror my eyes bleed red.

Destiny to be broken I seep to my end,

only beginning can take its toll.

Darkness covers the light I once knew,

ignorant of love I wish I could go back.

Helping nothing just being in the way,

recluse my heart, dead my soul.

There is nothing in my life now,

only a way out, but I fail at that.

I remember a time when all was perfect,

but that is just a fading memory of a fool.

I cry for someone and she doesn’t even see,

what she did to my heart unfathomable.

Left for dead I cry out in pain,

only to be let down again.

If she could feel what I feel than maybe,

maybe she would feel my agony.

Truth is there is no truth in this life,

just a miens to an end I never wanted.

Lifeless and cold is my heart,

dead to all who can see me.

A shadow I am because of this,

broken and alone without you.













Johnny Newell

Playing dead

Never a smile to show I hide in the assumptions,

evil I may seem but what do they know?

I have taken my heart to a secret place,

where nobody can get close to hurt me.

I feel much more than what you may see,

crying scars paint the picture well.

I was never able to be what I wanted to be,

always an actor in a Shakespearean play.

I play dead just to keep hidden my pain,

not comfortable with the looks you give me.

The past is more than just the past to my heart,

fading away in the shadows and you wonder why I hurt.

I can’t stop crying, the grief is more than one person can bear,

yet you deal it to me in spades to get your thrill.

Leaves falling in the Autumn of my life,

winter has already had her way with me.

I play dead to remind you that you too are alone,

we may live together yet somehow end up in a distance.

When I hide my heart it is because I am terrified to be known,

what if you too break me like the days I still recall?

Black to me is the most beautiful poem in itself,

so much to be unsaid with saying nothing at all.

I feel pain and love yet somehow nobody sees,

I guess I look like the devil to blind eyes ignorant.

When I am alone I cry for the pain others are experiencing,

I just can’t say the words in verbal ways.

I play dead because that is what I feel,

alone in a crowd my life presents itself.

I have a heart only I can see,

just to play dead for you.











Johnny Newell

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Walking away

I was just sitting there when I first saw you,

angel like eyes with a smile the same.

The way you moved into my life trivial,

how you exit even more so.

My mother watches me watch you,

so thick the atmosphere in the room.

When you looked at me I was frozen,

no words could I speak at all.

The way your body moved so amazing,

it was like you were floating.

So many words I wanted to say,

yet in my sorrow I kept my tongue.

Just this image now stuck in my head,

regret I never should have known.

Perky lips smiling as you play,

eyes shine like my night sky.

Held back I am too afraid,

to ever let my feelings made clear.

I heard your voice and I melted,

so soft and gentle you demeanor.

I wonder if you even notice me,

I doubt I fit the bill.

Tight striped pants so fitting,

catch my eyes this instant.

The way you move mesmerizes my fault,

a swan on a lake.

I know I just saw an angel,

or maybe one just walking away.















Johnny Newell

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

What about love

I can’t breathe.

It feels like the life is being drained away from me,

as I lay here pondering how this happened I am empty.

I can’t move.

Like a puppet I am pushed into a corner,

involuntary spasms leaving me awake.

I can’t speak.

Shocked as I wait impatiently for a hint,

a whisper to show me I am loved.

I can’t eat.

Everything I do revolves around her,

I see now how obsessed I can be.

I can’t cry.

My tears have run dry in the spring showers of my heart,

I just imagine the fields of beautiful flowers.

I am a contradiction.

All of these feelings I cursed are now my own,

feeling the feelings of something beyond true.

I am whole.

Once broken and empty her touch completed my life,

nothing trivial when in her arms.

I am Johnny.

So long I pretended to be someone else,

she showed me I was worth more than that.

I matter.

The way she looks into me with simple gestures,

a wink or smile that makes my world bright.

I am hers.

Doubts may arise yet somehow we find the way,

what about love, I am the love for her.









Johnny Newell

Death for life

Does my heart portray the essence of shadows hold?

In a whisper lying to myself I fall apart,

only to grasp the very meaning of hate.

Lost am I to who I may have been,

evil surrounds me, light leaves my side.

Can you feel the crimson touch in my kiss?

If I stood before you, could you look into my eyes?

As everything lives, through me everything dies,

waiting for you to give in I will never leave your side.

In the idea of love my heart will always be true,

life has let you down, I am here for all time.

Do you still crave the death within my arms?

I have been known, do you want to know me?

I will hold you close in your misery and shame,

cry your last breath my touch awaits your fall.

Lasting darkness my embrace will hold you down,

find a way to enlighten the eyes of hate.

Am I what you see when you dream of heaven and hell?

Just a taste I will have you, can you feel me?

Inside of your heart my love will pull you to the grave,

living eternity in death no pain left to know.

Each moment I bear your name brings damnation divine,

twisting memories to fade away into my light.

Will you take my hand before I take your life away?











Johnny Newell

Eyes of black

Wasn’t just the imagination bringing me home,

soft hints of light torturing my eyes.

Welcoming the night I plead for this second,

to hold her cold body again so I may breathe.

Lips so black coloring my flesh with blood,

reaching orgasmic heights without time.

She has my heart broken pieces fading to create,

desire becomes reason, light makes the end.

Killing our fears by falling into the unknown,

tasting defeat by the bottom of this pleasure.

Next to me I am nothing but her shadow,

making all things beautiful her eyes.

So bright her darkness enveloping my touch,

braced by pain my soul is quenched by her kiss.

Sorrow shattered tears flowing from my veins,

unaware of tomorrow feeling so far away.

Sitting in discovery mixing as one our light,

so dark in ways black eyes cannot explain.

Moments become eternal in her arms where I stay,

clouds of red warning rain shall fall again.

Goddess of pleasure painful kiss take from me,

breaking broken forsaken man I devise.

Make in me the shades of fear coloring my eyes,

so black, so twisted, so beautiful.







Johnny Newell

Hint of light my hell

Butterflies dark lovely wings of death,

in a torn life ripping apart.

Flying deeper than oceans allow,

horrid painting lights burning eyes.

Drowning I fade away into nothing,

blood covers my eyes tears of god.

Heavenly hellish flames calling me,

welcoming her sting, dying for her touch.

Imaginations fading dreaming broken heart,

painless touch so cold fiery kiss of light.

Black soul finding colors of rainbows dark,

raining dusk remaining behind for another chance.

Bleeding into me her lust craving new ways to die,

butterflies sing the wings in which they hide.

Light of Lucifer breaking through the haze,

tempting desire for love to understand.

Buried in her arms my soul calling out her name,

beautiful touch of flowers lovely my fall.

Break me apart with the only touch I long for,

make me fade away, rip the life out.

Red fantasy reaching for the shadows within,

painted eyes crying soul this blood.

Lifeless heart beating for something to give,

bound in desire lust breathing death.











Johnny Newell

Elements

Fire burning the eyes of the wicked I stand,

melting into meaning cremation left undone.

Raging desire dancing in the arms of hope,

tickling my heart as light let go.

All that is inside of your touch so cold,

tasting pain so good in a kiss of Fire.

Earth shaking the foundation of ecstasy,

tumbling down to the sand beneath.

Growing to fall before its demise sets in,

strength in your touch so fragile my heart.

Making ways where none could go before,

as life becomes buried in your Earth.

Winds pushing me around in your eyes,

gusts of forever bringing back this moment.

Feeling each touch of your wings across my face,

lifting up who was destined to fall.

Breaking change deep within the sky,

letting go to hold high in the Wind.

Water covers my eyes river running through,

depths felt shallow home finding you here.

Each feeling covering our shame beyond our love,

oceans of passion twisting angels singing light.

Pour out on me this night of dreams our fears,

finding more than love in this song of Water.













Johnny Newell

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Remembering myself

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Like quicksand my memories close in around me,
pictures reminding me of things I never knew.
I see the smiles and in my eyes the pain,
what was meant to be happy is my sorrow.
Each laugh acted portraying light inside,
yet the devil inside is the reason I survived.
Twisted arms band of light as the needle sank in,
pouring upon my life the darkest fantasy.
How I faded away from what was life,
death accepted me, gates of hell invite.
Broken man within his torture bleeding still the cause,
torn apart the image, shadows now my home.
Looking into myself seeing who I wanted you to see,
realization falling this impeding cry for help.
No way to exist in my eyes already gone,
black my soul crying for more than tears could say.
In this moment I am far from knowing who I was before,
ignoring the guilt my shame baring my flesh to show.
Naked and alone in the rain caused by tears of life,
unaware of destiny, love the answer left unsaid.





Johnny Newell

Love in her heart

Soft look in her eyes as he says how much he loves her,

tears roll off of her cheek drenching tomorrow drowning.

Speckles of light trickle away from her river of solitude,

allowing him in closer as her fears begin to fade.

Not so much of destiny in this moment they share,

dreams embraced by shadows of reality and pain.

In his hands is her heart begging for more to come,

melting in his hands her love proven to be enough.

Light in her eyes casting shadows upon his own,

touching brisk winds of winter’s call for this dream.

I look into her soul bearing the heart only she can feel,

in his arms she cries for never to end right now.

Moments of silence calling so loudly screaming storms,

raining out to find rivers beyond love and light.

Broken before understanding the smiles of her life,

she whispers his name so quietly her love.

Intoxicated kiss of venom bringing her victim down,

laying before her she takes away what was given.

She sinks her teeth one last time into her desire,

knowing in his blood was all the love he could give her.

Heart beating two lives rushing into one love,

forever they ignite, endlessly they are one.













Johnny Newell

Heart of black my love

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Heart of stone unbecoming,
light of shadows denied.
Lips of fear penetrating,
death within my eyes.
Holding nothing but sorrow,
facing truth within your lies.
Broken before tomorrow,
bleeding tears my heart has cried.
Twisting deception falling away,
pierced by eyes of endless light.
Shades of black breaking the day,
drifting colors creating the night.
In my eyes you can see my soul,
underneath the pain I feel.
Unable to catch what cannot be controlled,
misconceptions my heart unable to heal.
Lost inside of who I have become,
falling deeper into your heart.
What’s been made can’t be undone,
drifting together, falling apart.
Kiss me softly your lips calling fate,
destiny regretting yesterdays touch.
Kill me swiftly before it’s too late,
uncover my heart, find my love.





Johnny Newell

Monday, December 26, 2011

Lack of colorful black

Sound the drums, wings of hope denied,

falling away from standing strong.

Images of forced enlightenment kill,

taking light from my eyes to show my soul.

Song of doom sounding bass echoes of hate,

tattered and abuse laying restless and alone.

In my heart there is a color shaped in black,

red crying tears raining on what was forgotten.

Flying away to make it back from where I came,

holding light in this dark shade breaking red.

Veins speaking words so my mouth can fade,

succumb to the fears drying my way.

Doing nothing to take on this feeling of doubt,

caressed by fate in a song made of broken glass.

Drenched in emptiness sorrow divides my lips,

song pouring out over what was not yet clear.

Waiting in the shade of tomorrow’s ghost,

treading water swimming sands of ice.

Looking past who has passed on bearing guilt,

waking up in the dream reality had let go of.

Hands holding hands hearts breaking to be free,

seeing the painless bite of eternity burning flames.

My love has a name in which all loves do fail,

passing into a region coveted in desire my eyes.

As the grave ignores my pleas for tonight,

I fade away into this beauty within your arms.











Johnny Newell

Dark lust

Each sin I make bears your name,

touching myself to acknowledge trust,

licking the scent off of your lips,

biting away the painful grasp of darkness.

Legs holding my inside of you,

torturing ecstasy beyond imagination,

penetrating your sweet pain,

your blood my wine lips my pleasure.

Falsifying reasons for desolate findings,

tampered temptations trivial,

fucking away the shadows,

bleeding into you my fear.

Taste my lips you eradicate me,

break me to know you,

feel each gasp for air I force,

wet with all reason my design.

Cum with me into this feeling,

face my pain bringing dreams,

slip away fixing upon you,

my evil heart meant for your desire.

So hard I am for your look,

so wet you are in my arms,

embracing flames of hell,

finding heaven in your thighs.

Making me the reason to die,

in your eyes I am twisted,

breaking form to discover,

finding the gates within this lust.

Feel my hips breaking your own,

sounds of devils dawn approaching,

fiery eyes in gothic love,

finally forsaken within these thoughts.

One more moaning delight,

tongues searching for new ways,

hoping we fall together in our sin,

climax becoming twisting the end.













Johnny Newell

Defining forever

What is it about forever that creates such a dream?

I have never been one to understand today,

yet somehow in your arms I realize,

forever is each moment with you.

Can you feel the lights brushing up against our skin?

How the melting begins when next to love,

making new ways of hope to look forward to,

forever my love, with you I have this night.

When I kiss you do you feel the warmth in my heart?

The changes taking place in a spark felt inside,

images of truth in a world of lies and deceit,

we find a pathway to the day in a warm embrace.

As you touch my face do you know how it feels to be me?

The way your fingers scratch the surface of pleasure,

making me dissolve into this ocean in your eyes,

all lights bleed forever when by your side.

The very kiss granted is the way into this eternity,

bound in blood by the love spread therein,

finding stars to see the light inside of us.

Can I feel the very presence in which you hold?

In my heart I have seen forever only in your eyes,

all memories becoming these instances we hold,

as light fears the day we make love throughout the night.

Do you find forever when you look into my eyes?

Looking out into the distance I feel who you are,

passionate being falling apart to find me,

waiting here for you to cast your shadows in my life.

Will you always hold this forever as our today?

In our hands is the very reason we found what we are,

beyond the gates of shame where all else faded away,

feelings becoming more with each breath shared.

If I find for you forever, will you hold my love the same?











Johnny Newell

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Vampire candle and flame



My heart’s a candle you are the flame,

burning away desire truth bearing the pain.

In my wick is the oil that fuels your fire,

in your heat is the reason for my desire.

Lights come and go with the passing of time,

memories like images etched in my mind.

Feelings change in that they grow with love,

inadequate before becoming the meaning of enough.

 

Blood-soaked lips kissing passion’s fantasy,

finding a way to live in our death.

Lights fading away as shadows remain,

warmth our reason, blood our survival.

Looking past the eyes of what’s unbecoming,

tasting the hope beyond our lips.

Knowing only how to be lonely as one,

we share the path to the grave.



Looking into your eyes reminds me of lust,

when all else drifted away you stayed close.

In my vampire heart I do know your love,

all else means nothing when drinking from you.

Falling apart to be together in the night,

every reason becomes my dream.

Finding meaning in the blood,

to love new ways in our heart.



Look away from my eyes to find me,

in a dream I will be the way.

Poison fills my veins to adore you,

light burns my flesh so you know.

Breaking point behind what was nothing,

alive in your heart is my pain.

To have and to hold what is in us,

making this life more than death.











Johnny Newell

Take me away

A look that takes me far away from pain,

touching the heart with your smile,

breaking me to falling deeper into you.

In your eyes I am falling farther to know,

facing dreams to breathe reality,

kissing away reasons to know nothing.

Inside of my heart you rest your love,

divine intervention breathing within,

tasting your lust in a single moment.

Unclear the beauty sets in your eyes,

bleeding me free from within myself.

Fading into your touch my lips devise,

a way past the dream able to compromise.

In your hands is the way into my soul,

a key formed in a piece of my heart.

Holding you deeper than the waters I love,

to embrace your passion with my kiss.

Letting me fall just to show me,

realizing who you are by your smile.

Facing the end just as the beginning,

accepting death to take me away.













Johnny Newell

Closed eyes

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Do you see the pain in my eyes?
As I beg for tears I am completely empty.
Does your heart feel the reason for my sorrow?
I waited for light in the darkness alone.
Ink on my flesh calling hopes to fade,
wrenched in agony my life drifts apart.
Slowly the torment to discover,
the feelings of fear holding me down.
Lifeless blood caused by redemption,
wreaking havoc to bear the shame.
Closing my eyes to deny you,
the depth of love left inside.
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Somewhere there is light in this tunnel.
Do you know my heart in my eyes?
All lights end up creating the shadows.
Do you know where my love does hide?
I have tasted the sweat on your lips,
feeling each heartbeat you give.
Misconstrued as light in my darkness,
realizing my hopes are in you.
When you close your eyes can you see me?
I find that in your arms I am free.
As one you are what I desire,
can you feel the truth in my lies?
demon eyes me
So now that you see who lives within me.
Can you hold my pain next to your own?
Do you realize that when you say I love you,
all that is in me is because of your touch.
In ways I have fallen I stand up,
as you light the path I know I can see.
Do you know my heart is in your hands?
In my hands I let go of the shame.
Here is a fire burning clean my soul,
finding destiny within your smile.
Do you know now why I do love you?
Am I still what you see when your eyes close?






Johnny Newell

Love and essence

Speak to me as I lay here before you,

ready to let you have your way with me.

Taste the depth of lust in my kiss,

feel what I have for you tonight.

Poisonous tears falling from your eyes,

life found in your lips as I taste death.

Feeling you breathe on my shoulder,

facing my fears with you in my arms.

More than just an image portrayed in my dreams,

enlightening smile touching the face of god.

Looking into your eyes I see the destiny of reason,

making our union more than just for pain.

I smell the flowers on your breasts,

I taste the essence of your body on my tongue.

Sliding into you with such delicate precision,

holding your hands as we come together.

The look on your face intoxicating,

the sounds of your passion true light.

On a bed made of silk erasing fantasy,

slipping into the night breaking hopes.

One leg wrapped around me in surrender,

giving away for me your virginity.

Purest of moments felt from beneath,

finding our life under shades of black.

Ripping apart our confessions,

making our love more than fear.

Kiss me again taste your body,

feel the heartbeats crashing soul.

A lady in waiting wait no more,

feel my passion in your arms.

This moment we take to our forever,

this night is ours to combine.













Johnny Newell