Dreaming agony

On the sidelines of life,

confusion killing reasons,

light chosen to be undone.

Giving into division we fall,

becoming into this nothingness,

ripped into pieces this life.

Survival denied inside,

left alone to be torn,

beyond these pieces of hope.

Taking away what was,

making what will never be,

dying for self bleeding forever.

Held down to reveal,

pleasure in pain,

feared by fate.

Drowning for nothing,

kissed by death alive,

reaching into dreams.

Would you wish me away,

could you see my love,

should I walk from your touch?

Tears frozen my heart,

heart broken your love,

love spoken this lie.

Kill me my soul awaits,

fiery demise my home,

heavenly dream my hell.









Johnny Newell