Forsaken

Sometimes it just hurts to feel alive,

I never asked for this feeling, it just came.

I walk through the emotions only to find,

how disappointing life truly is.

No friends to talk to I weep in sorrow,

painting my nails to speak the words.

I dress according to my mood tonight,

black on black so beautiful.

I wish I had answers that questions fear,

alone in the mirror my eyes bleed red.

Destiny to be broken I seep to my end,

only beginning can take its toll.

Darkness covers the light I once knew,

ignorant of love I wish I could go back.

Helping nothing just being in the way,

recluse my heart, dead my soul.

There is nothing in my life now,

only a way out, but I fail at that.

I remember a time when all was perfect,

but that is just a fading memory of a fool.

I cry for someone and she doesn’t even see,

what she did to my heart unfathomable.

Left for dead I cry out in pain,

only to be let down again.

If she could feel what I feel than maybe,

maybe she would feel my agony.

Truth is there is no truth in this life,

just a miens to an end I never wanted.

Lifeless and cold is my heart,

dead to all who can see me.

A shadow I am because of this,

broken and alone without you.













Johnny Newell