Like music in my ears the silence consumes my mind,
each beat played this echo in my soul ignites.
Eyes red from the tears left by love and hate,
calling out her name knowing she doesn’t care.
No matter which way I move it is the wrong way,
whatever choice I make is always one in haste.
Guilty heart in my time of dying so black,
fading promises made by her to my ignorant heart.
Whoever am I to believe in if I fail to see myself?
Not that anything ever truly matters anymore.
Every lie spoken makes me that much more wiser,
as rain falls down around me I am made to see the light.
There is no love in this fucked up world,
just an illusion made up by fools.
Killed by the very thought I used to despise,
raging jealousy of what isn’t even true.
Always an excuse of why I am not there,
always some way out of making reality true.
I am nothing but a fool in love with the idea,
why the fuck do I care now anyway?
I sit here alone like so many nights before,
asking myself why, knowing the answer is there.
Johnny Newell
each beat played this echo in my soul ignites.
Eyes red from the tears left by love and hate,
calling out her name knowing she doesn’t care.
No matter which way I move it is the wrong way,
whatever choice I make is always one in haste.
Guilty heart in my time of dying so black,
fading promises made by her to my ignorant heart.
Whoever am I to believe in if I fail to see myself?
Not that anything ever truly matters anymore.
Every lie spoken makes me that much more wiser,
as rain falls down around me I am made to see the light.
There is no love in this fucked up world,
just an illusion made up by fools.
Killed by the very thought I used to despise,
raging jealousy of what isn’t even true.
Always an excuse of why I am not there,
always some way out of making reality true.
I am nothing but a fool in love with the idea,
why the fuck do I care now anyway?
I sit here alone like so many nights before,
asking myself why, knowing the answer is there.
Johnny Newell
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