Twisted dreams calling fantasy

I meditate in a circle crying out the blood that consumes me,

I breathe and have no life in me,

I haunt love to the ends of despair,

I am nothing and everything,

forsaken man bleeding you.

In all that I see I am blinded by the hatred in your eyes,

hit me, abuse me, I beg of you to do it all.

The vastness of the space between our hearts is endless,

I would kill to bear your name in my chest.

I cry for the moments alone that drift so endlessly,

to love the very hatred inside of your kiss so deep.

Break me, make me yours, take from me my will,

I am ready to burn in hell to hold you.



As I lay before you I see what you feel,

by the softest touch on my chest,

bare and revealing my lust.

Your kiss entraps my soul,

your breath takes my heartbeat away.

Now all I feel is what I see in your arms,

undressing you with my hands shaking,

feeling the warmth of your body,

tasting your sweat on my tongue,

as I lick you from head to toe.

The look in your eyes amazing,

deeper you moan as I touch you,

killing the dreams with reality,

as you dance your way into my hands,

coming clean in each breath we share.

The look you give me,

so sweet your kiss,

deadly emotions fade,

lust envelopes my world,

being in your hands.

My eyes can’t look away from your body,

the very sense of longing,

craving more of you,

kissing your pussy I melt,

into your orgasm falling,

breaking my desires with love.

Cum for me, make me drown in your love,

know who I am when inside of you.

Your body quivering my touch enlightening,

masks of temptation fading into our kiss,

lips of hell I burn your insatiable need for me,

so wet, so pure, so fucking beautiful.

As you push me on my back I know,

taking me into your hand to guide me in,

so slippery you lust,

intoxicated by your wine,

ready to cum inside of you,

needing to know your way.

Lick my lips you bite me,

the pain too great to ignore,

on my back in the floor,

ready to be willing,

willing to be a slave to your lust.



Waking in this moment to see the shadows filling my eyes,

I cry to bleed this dream of yesteryears forgotten.

To know the depth of need of holding on,

I cry for you to be back in my arms.

So much has passed since you left my side,

death taking you in when I failed to hold on.

I cry for your love to fill my eyes again,

so afraid I am to ever wake up.

I pull my hair out in agony and lies,

twisted belief in dreams of our hopes.

I need you to call me to the death that separates us,

allow me to come to you in the shadows of life.

I will wait there for you,

I will always be waiting there for your kiss.







Johnny Newell