Sins of my desire

Stepping out into the unknown I fear the light in my eyes,

destined to understand what I never wanted to know.

When alone I cry in remembrance of what I have yet to live,

seeing the very nightmares of love breaking my every move.

Such passion in her eyes piercing my soul,

a shadow that makes even me look good.

Dancing around me in the flames too hot to endure,

facetious smile in her heart playing the strings of love.

Tempted to smile I cry in laughter and shame,

the depth in which she sees me scares my pain away.

Waking up to her voice blinding my eyes,

hearing each thought, making her way with me.

Wings as sharp as waters of ice falling into my life,

breath taken away with the touch she leaves on my heart.

Erotic hopes drenching more than just my hands,

touching myself as her images befall my shame.

So hard I become in her sights so dark and beautiful,

each stroke speaks her name in the only shadows left.

Hiding away from the world in my eroticism deadly warm,

finishing my fantasy she touches me closer than I ever could.

Moaning in the darkness I scream as release is met,

shaking hands masturbation held back from the guilt.

The look in her eyes as she pleases me,

the depth of pain I feel as she lets go.

Never a fantasy to see when in her eyes,

sweating out the illusions she portrays.

Licking my neck as all else is forgotten,

holding me close, becoming one within my sin.















Johnny Newell